Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
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Spent a few hours researching about borderline personality disorder when I was supposed to be reading art last night.

It's quite disturbing to know that (the selection of things pasted below) describe me so well. OhGod, exactly how I feel.

Anybody can tell me why I think so much to the extent that I NEED to write them down or I can't even read cause my brain's more concerned about those thoughts?

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Borderline personality disorder /Emotionally unstable personality disorder, characterized by depth and variability of moods.

typically involves unusual levels of instability in mood and black and white thinking, chaotic and unstable interpersonal relationships, self-image, identity and behaviour; as well as a disturbance in the individual's sense of self.

experience frequent, strong and long-lasting states of aversive tension, triggered by perceived rejection, being alone or perceived failure.

very sensitive to the way others treat them, reacting strongly to perceived criticism or hurtfulness. Their feelings about others often shift from positive to negative, generally after a disappointment or perceived threat of losing someone.

high in intimacy- or novelty-seeking, can be hyper-alert to signs of rejection or not being valued and tend toward insecure, avoidant or ambivalent, or fearfully preoccupied patterns in relationships.

may show changeability between anger and anxiety/depression and anxiety and temperamental sensitivity to emotive stimuli.

Self-image can also change rapidly from extremely positive to extremely negative.

trace behaviors to inner pain and turmoil, powerlessness and defensive reactions, or limited coping and communication skills.
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Ambivalent's the word.